Escapist-----I'm just a dreamer.

Oh thats again me with knee cap broken.I was on site on tuesday when i had a fall and broke my knee.Then in evening when it started paining went to hospital for a examination and did X-Ray.And then moved to consult doctor and it was obvious ...PLASTER.....So he did it and now i am home long from tuesday......Advised complete 10 days rest.Boss 10 days,no movement,no office,no friends....oh its really boring ,Anyways have to be home......Will be going again to Doctor on tuesday and hopefully he removes the plaster and i am free to kick..lolll Will be writing soon !!!! Joliieessss;-)

It was tricking down in my eyes, So tight were my hands, Lights were on their way, Happiness all together, I got him back, He had the same meanings World was changing, It was my belief , I will get him back, things turned up to me i was running through fantasy, No more color blindness , Blooming air were thrashing my face, It was no more harsh for me, I was on the pedestal, This time it is not blink, Wrapped in care, Was so muddled, Should be long living, It was so intensive, I was happy but vexed, Didn't want bubble to split, It was just a dream, To gather such momemt, Where i was called PRINCESS,  So laid down , Not to open my eyes long, I still have that feeling going, I AM HAPPY....... I GOT HIM BACK.......

Beneath the soil, Deep down, Blue colored water, Water bubbles, Pouring out, The yellow sunset, Silver lined clouds, Had that way, Mind planned, Catch hold you, Down that steady lane, Running unto, Breathe holding up, Following the fantasm, Through the mirror, Hazel eyes, On the bench of world, Narrow alleys, Looked beyond, The enshroud identity, Those dark and musky nights, Intervening the path, Still forward for you, Gazing lights of stars, Enlighten way, Following those unheard steps, Had still the hope growing, Can find the complete world, Just a look back, Was quite enough, That unnamed individuality, But the fragrance, Made my follow up, Reliance was inviolable, To endure me through and through, That wavy, spiritual world………. Conceptualized me your dignified manner…….

Why do i try to be in dark, Though i know, He is not worth, To be mine...... Why do i solace my self, When i think of him, He is been doing mistakes, All through, Drawing those limit lines...... Why do i make my self happy, When i know, My life is going through troubles, When he is in my life, Why cant i take proper decision, Why my love, Stops me to take myself, Back from him Why i am living a weird life, And he is the only , Who disturbs my life, Every day now, It's getting hard to breathe, When he is around, And i cant live proper, When he is not around, Don't want to give my hand to him Not that gutty to take them back, I am so confused, All the ways are crossed, He is winning the race, I am looking like a blind, Cant even react, If i do so, I spoil my world, He seems to be very cunning, And i am still with him, Every day i roll up, With tears and end up day, My sleep is far away waiting for me, I have not taken a good decision in my l

Was so lost, Couldn't even see the colors around, Was so lost, Tried to find myself, Was so lost , Knew the world is freezed. Was so lost, Walked around,didn't knew the actual way, Was so lost, Difficult to look for a lone star, Was so lost, My tears fall was unnoticeable, Was so lost, Just a blink , and lost in dreams, Was so lost, Didn't think will it be long relation, Was so lost, I couldn't look better for me, Was so lost, Calm places looked crowdy, Was so lost, Heard every tale, Was so lost, Where was end ,looked hard, Was so lost, I cant even see the way ahead, Was so lost, That it seemed nothing has end, Was so lost, Never knew what was i thinking, Was so lost, Dreams trickling down , Was so lost, Lost all relations, Lost what ever i had, Who knew it would be, Fake relation.................

Did i met you before? I was crawling on the grass, Tasted that flowing water , Which passes away with mesmerizing effect, On my knees, I tried to search for you, And still guessing , Did i met you before ? Hopping on and in , The flowers scent , Sensation through my ears, Touching that petals, Smooth and shiny , Deep in mind, The only thing moving around, Did i met you before ? Speed up for, Jumping those hight mountains, And the peaks which was visible, Through those gush of clouds, Those clouds with golden lining, Tempting to have a close look, Did i met you before ? Rest over, That wooden house, Some what like a hut, The chilling cold, Freezing water, Running wind in all directions, Did i met you before ? A scene of that greenery, I could locate the wooden bridge, Going up , A way to fly high, And feel high, Did i met you before ? All of sudden , It struck , Birds playing and welcoming, And as if all colors are flying, Garbing  those way, No

Through the glazing eyes, I could see the purview, Which i felt like, Touching it, It's only when, You were around with me, The ocean turned into , Beautiful lake, The waters spilled over , Freshness through nerves, The blossoms out , Night traveled far, Stars shining all above, The dim light, Beautiful scenario, Captured our mind, Sand around into the velvet carpet, Those shivered hands, Open closeness, Bounty wind, Moving smoothly, The long road, Breezing air, Exquisite ambiances, Word insomniac, The crowd together invisible, Bobbling rays, Feels light, Unverbalized words, Warm understanding, LONG -GO word, Unidentified paths, Just a one saying make them feel, TOGETHERNESS