Escapist-----I'm just a dreamer.

At the turn, On the whole, Was that ground, With blue sky , Hazel eyes to look on , That red fruit hanging on bunches, Chirping of those beautiful birds, So the scene was nostalgic, The running boat with whirling sound, White dressed fairy , Hush of water , Invisible move, Everything in dark.

So arduous, So blind , So clumsy So discomfit, So discombobulated, So embarrassing So flurry, So graveling, So haunted, So invaginate, So jumbled, So knocked down, So lamentable, So misdirected, So infamous, So pathetic, So peeved, So ragging, So spiflicating, So tenuous, So turned down, So tattered, So unappealing, So vile, So worried......

Again the time is back, Eyes full of tears, Long and alone roads,following the soul.... Unidentified worried on wings, Heart full of depressions, Lips shattered all through, No more hopes developing, Sad part of life advancing, Thinking power falling down, Don't believe the time is back, An unending question, Clock ticking on halt, Misery in the lap, Tight bounded quarrels, Every thing in mess.......... Trash on every moment, Colors of life locked , I am frozen, Dead open eye , The time is back again.....with no answers in it...

Why do i try to be in dark, Though i know, He is not worth, To be mine...... Why do i solace my self, When i think of him, He is been doing mistakes, All through, Drawing those limit lines...... Why do i make my self happy, When i know, My life is going through troubles, When he is in my life, Why cant i take proper decision, Why my love, Stops me to take myself, Back from him Why i am living a weird life, And he is the only , Who disturbs my life, Every day now, It's getting hard to breathe, When he is around, And i cant live proper, When he is not around, Don't want to give my hand to him Not that gutty to take them back, I am so confused, All the ways are crossed, He is winning the race, I am looking like a blind, Cant even react, If i do so, I spoil my world, He seems to be very cunning, And i am still with him, Every day i roll up, With tears and end up day, My sleep is far away waiting for me, I have not taken a good decision in my l...