Escapist-----I'm just a dreamer.

Was so lost, Couldn't even see the colors around, Was so lost, Tried to find myself, Was so lost , Knew the world is freezed. Was so lost, Walked around,didn't knew the actual way, Was so lost, Difficult to look for a lone star, Was so lost, My tears fall was unnoticeable, Was so lost, Just a blink , and lost in dreams, Was so lost, Didn't think will it be long relation, Was so lost, I couldn't look better for me, Was so lost, Calm places looked crowdy, Was so lost, Heard every tale, Was so lost, Where was end ,looked hard, Was so lost, I cant even see the way ahead, Was so lost, That it seemed nothing has end, Was so lost, Never knew what was i thinking, Was so lost, Dreams trickling down , Was so lost, Lost all relations, Lost what ever i had, Who knew it would be, Fake relation.................

I consent publicly, Those Fraudulent affection, My switched behavior , Concealment between us, Verities of our relation, Nearness, That show off, Long trips, Freaking out , Deep power of telepathy, Those nights out, Long drives, Same feeling type, Planned outings, Tales, Changes cultivated, Compromises, Forfeiture, Essences of unitedly, Corroborate all along, Smiles and laughs, Long walks all alone, Whispering in ears, Kisses , Rainy seasons, Tears tricking down, Phone calls, Forethought for every concern thing, Head on shoulder , Yachting together, All those persistent time......Was all Fake between us, I never had happy relation, Pretending made it so, I wanted to take steps back, Long back, Your  Dictation, Domination, Autocratic behavior, Oppressive, Tyrannical way, Your way of living, Forced on me, Never bothered about my problems, Never listen to me, Never cared for me, And this is all truth ............ "I NOW ABNEGATE BEING WITH YOU "