Escapist-----I'm just a dreamer.

as never expected, Hate is growing more day by day, So here I decide, I want go apart..... And that's the final.... Leave me So will I leave you I need divorce ......

And I am waiting , When I know nothing went that bad, Is that what I think ? Why don't u turn up, This is the first time, When you took so long, Was it that bad? Whole day will be thinking about it, I bileive just a sip of beat, And I'll be no more, To listen or to say, I am waiting, Are you still going to act same, Or it's the time , I want you back, I want you back........ I am waiting.....

And I am completely broken , There is a flow of tears, No way ahead, A lie which beholded many truths Changed my life upside down Everything is so much changed So I am Astonished , I can't either face nor I want to see I am just holding my emotions inside me And I swear I am not bad It was just a time Where I was bounded to do so I need a way ,a hand ,a hug I miss you...

Some time below that hard feelings, You want that old time back, A moment which made you smile, A friend who just nodded his/her head for all what you say, A pamper , A feeling of true love, The independence, That joyful heart, Those powerful words, And those childhood friends , A narrow escape, Those outings, A feeling where u were treated as princes , Where you were never alone, Where you never repent of what you did, I don't know y those days are gone .... I need them badly.... P.S:-I miss my friend And I miss my family !!!! P.S.S:-I hate being far.

All over again It comes on u The sigh ,the blindness The lost stand The focus And the flowing pain All over again It comes on u With the new episode open Just a second over The life is twisted Will it be up Can be down All over again It comes on u A breathless day Plays gone Fun and friends vanished Freedom over All over again It comes on u Screams and shouts Scared heart Trembled and shivered Insomnia All over again It comes on u Choosen and chose A mate ,a partner A life spoiler A day dreamer All over again It comes on u All vanished and finished ..... LOST n LOST

I need a day, So I need a support, May be a friend or can Be a mate, A soft shoulder to lay on, A heart to listen me, A tongue to soothe me, A calm behaviour , With those tiny hands, Can make my burden less, My heart is heavy, Need just a hand, Need someone to hear me out, I am quite down, With the emotions flowing, A true friend or a one, Who can make me feel happy, I need a one , I need a one.......

The void is becoming much and more big, Aloness stands firm, A guilt , Roads blocked and curves are so blind...... I need a way , I need a way.....