Escapist-----I'm just a dreamer.

There is something which pulls the string, Let it rhyme let it sing , Let the heart go out to flow, Let those words come out , Let the chore make its way , Let the blues fly away , Let u jump once and twice , Let you feel the air , Let your colors be colorful, Let the motion make its path , Let the stream flows with music , Let that world to sing and say , Let that person say it to you , Let the music go into ur ears , Let your hands draw in your air , Let your body feel that soul , Let it be lighter and lighter , Let the day come with calm and tranquility, Let you say it many times , With the love and serene , The day has come , WHEN YOU WERE BORN ...... Happy birthday!!!!! Let everyone remember me for the day .....

I am blinded or I can’t feel , Or else I can’t touch it , A word or a sentence, A heel or a wound I am deaf or dead , A hunger and a body pain , That numbness and the shivers, Bloody oozing out to show the color , Floor is wet and the tears are rolling , Hands can’t move and the legs can’t walk , Skin has deteriorated and is pale , The HEART sinks and it sinks , So the mind fails to see and understand.... Is there someone with the Humanity ?

Do I really feel like to die , The ambience around The shivers and the chills The heart sinks The body aches The mind stops working Tears flow down Do I feel like to die The suffocation Feeling breathless A no amount of happiness Feels lazy So am I dizzy Nothing to look on and ponder The day is dull Colors have faded Do I feel like to die The open grave And the mistakes done No prayers on the lips Shredded body No soul Scary dreams No worthy of life No grin and no smile Do I feel like to die !!!

Words on the lips , But they are being shutted.... A dream in the eyes , But they say you have to be blind... A kid in the heart , But they say you are grown up.... A hope in the mind , But they roads are blocked.... A playful body , But they say you have been sacked ....

I need some sunrays , I hate over shadows , I need some harmony , I hate over burden , I need some colours , I hate blindness, I need some love , I hate being alone , I need some travel , I hate spoiled brats , I need some oxygen , I hate suffocating , I need some life , I hate hatred....

I am so firm and rigid about it, I am so sure about it , I want to make my life beautiful, I want to be same, what I was 7yrs back .. I want my life back , I deserve it to full.... I think that's Wat is destined, I am happy to accept it, It may take some time but I will be used then..... You don't deserve me and my son.... That's how we will live happily.

So is this page blank and neat, Just a wip and it will be full, Just a hope and there will be happiness, Just a promise and it will be alive, Just a word and it will be fullest, Just a smile and it will be lively, Just a hold and it will be new start, Just a hug and it will be complete......