Escapist-----I'm just a dreamer.

Is it me who is thinking this way or i have the world beyond me who has the same mind setup.Can real ideal couple be seen around? Or we are just trying to get fit into the place where we think we are really so called "ideal couple "...oh common i must say "wake up and smell the coffee".This is the perfect truth of our lives where we see into the mirror and find a different personality and for a while think is that real ME.The tough roads have made me more soft,though i used to consider my self as hard marble.who knows when i became sand mountain.Do we both need to compromise for a better life or its just me who has to knot the feelings and wisdom of my life.Perfectly yes its a female gender who at the final race says "Enough i am done"....oh i mean she only compromises where she keeps her whole trust on her partner.Not being rude all males are chauvinism character which they take out on a women especially their life partners to show where do they stand exa...

The way it was, Is more than half moulded, Sand has turned to black, No view of a whole, Looks like , To say "I am used to this" Suddenly a hope arises, Just a wind passed, So does it vanishes, Makes the bloody brain to think, Was it you or some illucination, So does the same floor lighten, And to wake up, To say "I Am used to this" Now shall i hug it, Or make a big move, So muddled and the shatters are down, A grin ,a smile so can never it be open laugh, Do i need a pschyo , Or i am over thinking......

A frustation piece, Withered and broken, An amount to gather, Far and away, A lifeless head, Totally shuttered, Confusions hiden underneath, Those hard words, Whorled around, A hanging neck, Looked horrible and suffered, Uncontrolable pain, Longing and hurting, That hard behaviour, Punching and making music, A thirsty gap, Chain of loose words, End of supports, Feels BROKEN and BROKEN....

A welcome note for myself.Have decided will start blogging again either on a notebook or with my fav place blogger.The world around has changed a lot...the time has has been flowing so cruelly but yes it doesn't give a plunge to any one....just moves on the way and direction it has to.....I guess,lost loadz of my friendz here but now when i am here will find them back with a bag of love they had for me.... Jolliieessss :) P.S:-Using laptop for writing after a miles and my son enjoying his videos on you tube over his Ipad.