Beg

My Allah ,don't me let feel lost ... I beg and beg u ... Give my life back.. My shoulders are not enough strong , I can't this burden , I have failed in my life, I want it back alone n all alone, I don't want to ponder any other thing in my life, Just me and my lonely life, Leave me alone and let me live...... My tears have shredded heavily , I have no more energy to cry and hide my tears, I have lives this life now for six years by now , I can't take it more... Allah plz understand I am not with a that person which I used to b, It seems he was some one else not he, Trust me god ! I want to find happiness ! Either with YOU or ALONE....... I beg u and beg you.