Escapist-----I'm just a dreamer.

Shined tears , Dried lips , Longing eyes , Shivered hands , Lifeless words , Hidden treasures , Gulped breath , Dull attire , Shabby looks , Gaudy house , Drained flowers , Moth-eaten furniture , Savorless food , Blunt candle , Odd cigarette , Forge door bell , Plucked couch , Soiled glass panes , Unmanaged wall hangings , Dried taps , Collapsed ways , Dead dog , Haunted entrance , Wretched windows , Reversed name plate ...

That's so far away, The redish color all around, Unimaginable world Just lined by others, Can be white to some, So can be Grey to others, The body gets deceased, And the soul flies, Weathered leaves there and here, Can be sunny , Or so can it be chilly, Below the digged earth, Or moving in the yamuna, Fiddling in  one's thinking , No more family to look on, All alone in the dark room, The hurdling voices , Joining of new world, Do it be bad, Or a posh, All the deeds published there, No more hard work to perform, Only the time to calculate, Just an aerial view of ur loved one's, No more flattering, Anywhere and across those seven sky's, Shining dull or bright......

The tender touch on my cheeks, That soothing lap, Those kind words, That special attention, Mascot for me, Oh i miss that tight hug, Those soft kisses, Spoon feeding , Concern for everything, P.S:- I am speechless ,cant write more.Just miss her like anything...Have never been so far from here..I miss everything of my home,every member.....I love yuh all. P.S.S:-Insha allah will see you soon after few months..We i will fly to India.

A way to move, Lille smooth... little rough Scary road....an angle on other side, Giggle sound .......the tears sprinkling down, Pink dress and a bow........so is the white dress all over, Oh that green grass and the dew drops.......the barren of insight, Sunset in the open sky.............hisssshh and the dark way, Beautiful life.......unworthy materialistic , A friend all through..........no one to listen the tale. Black and white...but true.

At the turn, On the whole, Was that ground, With blue sky , Hazel eyes to look on , That red fruit hanging on bunches, Chirping of those beautiful birds, So the scene was nostalgic, The running boat with whirling sound, White dressed fairy , Hush of water , Invisible move, Everything in dark.

That how life treats, Ground full of kids , So in a moment, It turns in barn , You laugh out of range, So in a moment, You just smile no more laughs, A late night coffee in bed, So in a moment, You become chef yourself, Your wardrobe full of attires, So in a moment, No more parties to put them on, Snowy flakes and chilled winter, So in a moment, You are in a desert, Nap in your mothers lap, So in a moment, You look for the sleep at-least, A perfect daughter, So in a moment In-law word gets add, Free and careless, So in a moment, Your world becomes different, Throwing tantrum , So in a moment, You get the one who throws tantrum on you , And you become the mother, So in a moment, Life makes its roll on and down.

It belongs to me, So i can carry with it, I can give to any one, I like, No one to order , Can play with it, Else can use it, No one to question, I wonder how would it be, If it wont be mine, I cannot beseech, When i had it in loadz, I hope no one takes it away from me, My freedom,my wishes,my dreams,my money.........

Do i feel it, Under the tips of my fingers , Left me undue, And undone, Scattered in our shadows, Lame stories, Unheard things revolving around, People around, Still the emptiness , Has taken its place, Wasn't able to judge, Did i i left it, Or i went far away, So i could recollect some words , To say, I MISS U ALL..

I remember the the bare footed steps, Sand whirling into, The whooping sound of the tides, Attracting to join in , And get wet, The farari rushing , To the direction of the falling rain, Raining all along , Made it more beautiful and sceneric, The saving jacket was of orange color, It was more fun to put that on, Every drop of water so refreshing, The partner along and holding hands, Made it perfect sea ride....

Oopppsss.......was i so buzy in my marriage and then my hubby's cousin marriage ,today i gotta a little time to spent on my blog.... Marriage was all awesome,everything went good and was in tune.Weather remained sunny and yes of course situation in Kashmir was settled down for those 3 days (Fingers crossed).Now i am back to my home for some days and then back to in-laws place for some 10days.And then and then and then ....HONEYMOON in Malaysia .We are leaving on 15th July for Malaysia and then to Kingdom Saudi Arabia .Will update soon with marriage pictures. Love all.... Tk cr.

June 20 My wedding date.... Boss just few days left for my wedding now.I am getting out of block , i hardly get some time to fiddle through net and grab my laptop..Have so many things to pack, to arrange, to buy ...oh..oh ....it can go on....Now the things are on earth,anvil word had to be replaced by DONE..... I am happy,confused,sad ,excited and even worried..its been raining here  since few weeks and i hope weather will be hot on my wedding...i need your strong wishes and prayers.... I will be out of blog for of months now...i guess will start writing back when i will be in Saudi after marriage.Most probably in the month of August 2010.Wish me luck ...... Will miss u all...... P.S:- http://naziawedsowais.webs.com/         This is my invitation to all my blogger friends..

I remember , Those moments, Flying on the way, With the umbrella hanging on, Enjoying those sprinkles of rain drops. I remember , Those moments, Jumping on through, With fingers in mom's hand, Follow that beautiful butterfly. I remember , Those moments, Dressed up in uniform, Waiting for the school bus, That last seat,to be the boss. I remember , Those moments, When waking up at 8am, Would start the sundae show, Playing cricket,breaking glasses. I remember , Those moments, Out of the class, With the naughty expression, To say i did nothing. I remember , Those moments, I was out from school, To pop in college, Gang of friends to say hurry, But a say MISS for the school. I remember , Those moments, Ragging would start, Our attitude, Bunking the classes, Throwing impressions, Playing truth and dear, Dreaming for the career to be high. I remember , Those moments, Dropping into profession colleges, Thinking world on tips, To be on cloud nine, Boy friend girlfrie...

And here i move and say, Hello hello hello.... With beats up, And just few words to utter, No more revering, Pure veins of blood, No white stains all through, Ambience's doesn't make any effect now, Its all out and just to say.. You are being loved ...

What i see , Is wings of HOPE.....

Thats holds good for me, Stretching a graph of depression, Verses the line of happiness, Up...Down , Up...Down ,Up...Down , Blue merging down, Grey making its new shine, Those tiny hair cracks getting involved, Rust recrudesce its area, Slipping off was accompanied, Voids were see through now, Catchment area increasing with null identity, Corners were filleting,  Migrants could be seen capturing the new town, No more originality, Hollow depths  , Up...Down , Up...Down ,Up...Down ,

 My eyes are closed, Could see the pampering world, And calm was the other side, Quiet voice ranging into the,  Solacing ,serene ambiance, Heart rendering gave it other link, Birds were migrating, Plants were getting more greener, Was i confused, To get two different looks, Or the things were same, Polluted and other was clear, I could go beyond my perception, And come up with the new thinking, Was that dark time, Or i am going on that path, Was it noon time, Else i thought serene, Could recollect the chapter, It was the fighting people, Who gave me impact , To walk through such light, And get involved in duplicay, HELP is the last option left for me.

Had the Castle of my dream, On the shores , With a piece of island, The silver lining, Looked man made,so near.. Howling knife and spoon, All gold and diamond, Fresh oranges,mangoes,grapes, With big orchards, Maidens for combing hair, Pottery Mark Query, Velvet crimson and purple robes, And the colobium sindonis gown, Rolls-Royce car i owned, Dutch Royal horse was white, That smile was tough, Not inborn, Stiled and contrived, Had the glower, Incomplete and disquieting,

Behind those curtains, Around that gushy days, With colorblind, Camouflage time, Rooting forests, Halted bonds,  Those old and rusted wires, Play the same solo music, Makes me feel you are still here.......   

The sprawling Asia's biggest tulip garden in Jammu and Kashmir’s summer capital Srinagar holds thousands of flowers impart a mesmerising ambience to this 90-acre tourist attraction in the Valley. Nearly 1.3 million tulip bulbs comprising 70 varieties of various colours have been grown in the garden,the vast tulip garden overlooking the Dal Lake in the city. Located close to the famous Mughal gardens of Chashma Shahi, Nishat and Shalimar, the Kashmir tulip garden is seen as a milestone in making holidays memorable for thousands of domestic and foreign tourists who come to the Valley each year. For better looks,clearity of pictures follow other blog of mine    http://escapist-delineations.blogspot.com/2010/04/tulip-garden-srinagar-indira-gandhi.html P.S:- Pictures taken by Nokia 5800 on Friday,03 April 2010.

That was the time, I got up from my relaxing chair, Just trying to peep out on my windows, To feel the calm breath , With those tiny bluish eyes, I wonder to see the working world, There was the cat sitting on the bench, Behind the road and those bushy trees, Few miles away was that gardener, Those purple tulips looked serene, So was the road vendor busy with his business, He had those shiny tomatoes, With an expression of selling it off, And the child caught me up, His mother holding his hand, Gearing him up for school, In the middle of road, That skinny couple on with themselves, Looked starting the flowing day, Of love,care, togetherness, That fat man, Rolling on with the count of money, With the fraction of seconds, Moved that  Porsche 911 Carrera S, It was just to disturb that calm ambiance, Here i was on my wooden window with those crystal clear window panes, Outside look gave me a day to my one more day.....