Escapist-----I'm just a dreamer.

Shined tears , Dried lips , Longing eyes , Shivered hands , Lifeless words , Hidden treasures , Gulped breath , Dull attire , Shabby looks , Gaudy house , Drained flowers , Moth-eaten furniture , Savorless food , Blunt candle , Odd cigarette , Forge door bell , Plucked couch , Soiled glass panes , Unmanaged wall hangings , Dried taps , Collapsed ways , Dead dog , Haunted entrance , Wretched windows , Reversed name plate ...

A way to move, Lille smooth... little rough Scary road....an angle on other side, Giggle sound .......the tears sprinkling down, Pink dress and a bow........so is the white dress all over, Oh that green grass and the dew drops.......the barren of insight, Sunset in the open sky.............hisssshh and the dark way, Beautiful life.......unworthy materialistic , A friend all through..........no one to listen the tale. Black and white...but true.

That how life treats, Ground full of kids , So in a moment, It turns in barn , You laugh out of range, So in a moment, You just smile no more laughs, A late night coffee in bed, So in a moment, You become chef yourself, Your wardrobe full of attires, So in a moment, No more parties to put them on, Snowy flakes and chilled winter, So in a moment, You are in a desert, Nap in your mothers lap, So in a moment, You look for the sleep at-least, A perfect daughter, So in a moment In-law word gets add, Free and careless, So in a moment, Your world becomes different, Throwing tantrum , So in a moment, You get the one who throws tantrum on you , And you become the mother, So in a moment, Life makes its roll on and down.

What i see , Is wings of HOPE.....

 My eyes are closed, Could see the pampering world, And calm was the other side, Quiet voice ranging into the,  Solacing ,serene ambiance, Heart rendering gave it other link, Birds were migrating, Plants were getting more greener, Was i confused, To get two different looks, Or the things were same, Polluted and other was clear, I could go beyond my perception, And come up with the new thinking, Was that dark time, Or i am going on that path, Was it noon time, Else i thought serene, Could recollect the chapter, It was the fighting people, Who gave me impact , To walk through such light, And get involved in duplicay, HELP is the last option left for me.

That was the time, I got up from my relaxing chair, Just trying to peep out on my windows, To feel the calm breath , With those tiny bluish eyes, I wonder to see the working world, There was the cat sitting on the bench, Behind the road and those bushy trees, Few miles away was that gardener, Those purple tulips looked serene, So was the road vendor busy with his business, He had those shiny tomatoes, With an expression of selling it off, And the child caught me up, His mother holding his hand, Gearing him up for school, In the middle of road, That skinny couple on with themselves, Looked starting the flowing day, Of love,care, togetherness, That fat man, Rolling on with the count of money, With the fraction of seconds, Moved that  Porsche 911 Carrera S, It was just to disturb that calm ambiance, Here i was on my wooden window with those crystal clear window panes, Outside look gave me a day to my one more day.....

On the way to my life, Down those persistent days, Under serene shadow, Feel the pictorial care, On the way to my life, Down those persistent days, The first touch of finger, And the open hearted smile on lips, On the way to my life, Down those persistent days, Tripping on the nano tear, Bewildered and  affrighted expression, On the way to my life, Down those persistent days, Dada and mum uttering , Flow less ambiance of happiness, On the way to my life, Down those persistent days, That crawl on the day, All those new and exciting expectations of life start, On the way to my life, Down those persistent days, Tantrum on on pity things, Well handled with smile, On the way to my life, Down those persistent days, All those endless moments, Captured and saved in my life ever... Thats My "MOTHER"

So arduous, So blind , So clumsy So discomfit, So discombobulated, So embarrassing So flurry, So graveling, So haunted, So invaginate, So jumbled, So knocked down, So lamentable, So misdirected, So infamous, So pathetic, So peeved, So ragging, So spiflicating, So tenuous, So turned down, So tattered, So unappealing, So vile, So worried......

Perfect scene for the day end it  was, When the  sun was orange, And the sky  prototyped the color, With the subtlety effect by mountains, Oh that was so thoroughgoing time, The place was reverberating so soothly, Every color was so melded, Those breaches were difficult to locate, And so was water overlooking the sun's shade , Perplex of sun set colors, Just  wink of eyes, Was enough to take it along, Sitting along the sub way, Peeping through those interruptions...... That was the day when u promised to make these things happen again.

I was on the bright window, No black clouds, And the voice was cheerful, Could not make the other way stand, I was in my happy world, Rejoicing every second, And rejoicing life, Lamentable was the other side, So didn't not felt a glimpse of it, I was in life's fantasy, Made me explain his mystery, I rebounded back to the sad tale, But was harsh and edgy , Was distressed of my way, And in a while the situation, Went out of my mind, Life is a a Masterpiece and journey for me, Though got a time again, To pound into the same old sad tale, And now was hurt strong, Didn't chipped in my hand, I was in life's harmony, And then again made it more afflictive, When i footed down, To realize the part, I was late , I invoke APOLOGIZE, "I AM SORRY "

On the other row of my class, Was my first love, When i was in first standard, He has that hazel color eyes, With curly hair, And that fair complexion, We would gaze each other, All through the crowded class, With that fresh smile, To pass on, Lunch together, With the roasted sandwich, Which was his favorite, Plan to implement to get a common bench, Oh ! that first wink, I still remember, Tears in eyes, When teacher shouted on one of us, Woopppsss that was so cute, Teasing of friends, Waiting in that play ground , On that selected bench, Same color of attires on school functions, Oh that box of candies and chocolates, Sharing of sweets, All that was so innocent, I still remember that fragile friendship..............................

Through and through, Amid of the sunshine, A radiating light, Peeping through the mulberries, Birds looking for the destined fly, A natural attraction , To be called bounding, Smell of the owned land, Mango tree along the shore, Floating paper boat, Morning rays on my bed, A touch by  hand, Can by felt by own land, Left over dreams far away, For the home town, Rushing through the paddy fields, Ripening songs for maize, Morning in orchards, Chilled water of tape, Every day congregation, Water logged roads, Boats on shoulders, Playing hopscotch, When the rains are all gone, My home town, Will be standing by rainbow....

Friday evening , He is having train, Miles far he has to cover, And the bags are ready, Waiting for the signal to beep, He had smile for his family, So i had glower, How will i take my days solo, Moments flashing in, Walk on streets, Lightz  off, Sitting on bench, Ride on bike, Domino's pizza, Surprise kiss , Good night hug, Looking at clear sky, To follow me with rain, When i will be all unequaled, I was dense for a while, No eye to eye contact, The tight touch of hand, Eyes reeking , A silence inside, To get him back, So i hate the travel down, And i hate the good bye bid...

Love story:… We were both young when I first saw you I close my eyes And the flashback starts I'm standing there On a balcony in summer air See the lights See the party, the ball gowns I see you make your way through the crowd And say hello, little did I know That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles And my daddy said stay away from Juliet And I was crying on the staircase Begging you please don't go, and I said Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes So I sneak out to the garden to see you We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew So close your eyes Escape this town for a little while 'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter And my daddy said stay away from Juliet But you were everything to me I was begging you please don't go and I sai...

And i am moving, I see the path , Shiny and lustrous, No diversion, All the way a single line, Making it up to guide, Shoulders were enough strong, No hair cracks, Green was divider, Macadam made it smooth, And the drive was safe, P.S:- I will be out of station for 10 days,so wont be writing here...and will miss my all good friends here...I am going out for some shopping.....see you all soon...... Love all.... Jolliiees:)

Those few steps, Ahead, So made the miles difference, Those few steps, Too close to comfort, Those few steps, So the house is built again , Those few steps, And the ashes were found, Those few steps, Waves looked rejoining, Those few steps, Area was flooded, Those few steps, The long life..

Do every relation mean to be depart , And , Torn, The sea minifying, With every circle, Falling down.... Stones are bunching to drown, Water is shrudding its color behind, The clouds drew a blank, No more blue in it, Does that show i cant look for you, Inside the void, And where does that jealous going to be, There is your smile , Which i got to see from far, It not going to remain forever with me, It's fading.. I dont want to take it in m journey... I am standing to see you again....

If you go back by september'2006, It was the place, Where we noticed our foot prints going on same way, Bare footed crossed the miles, Course grains of sand smashed on our clothes, The upthrust of waves, Sensation of chilled water, We were on west side, Sun was going down to his town, The look was changing in orange, My eyes were blinking, Nothing was visible with out your face, Color of water was so soothing, Was that color of your eyes as well, I still remind the skin of sky changing into black, All out of sudden, I could see stars getting brighter, So was the time, When i opened my eyes, And found my head in your lap.

Full length of life is never hidden, Magic eyes can crack that, Altitudes can never break the streamline, Hot sand had the fine flow, The corner of ocean was visible, The ears could not take such sound, The pale grass camouflaged green,  I could fly unto the horizon, Flakes of snow so white ,Oh ! The wings of birds ...so  accountable, So achieved the desired height...

That was part of surprise, Standing back of the door, With pink attire, A beeded necklace ready, Every void filled with scent, Fresh  drops trickling on rose petals The music was set, Just a moment was to come, Cozy table, With a cushion, Fingers crossed, A new hair style, Ambiencie was perfect, It took me to the most precious days, Dinner was just the reason, With candles up, The table is all set for love.... That cuddle which i want to see again, A time where we can relax... Hands crossed......