Escapist-----I'm just a dreamer.

Last week was busy with EID ,it was great ,had fun,cooked lot of varieties and of course my favorite marinated chicken.....Hmmm guys now  busy with  marriage party ,it's on 17th,28,29 of this month.. Preparations going on,oh boss i am pretty buzy ,will be out of blogging , so am i sad i will miss you all badly for sure....And soon will be back with gunny bag full of some pictures and of course with some verses as well......Have to choose dresses for the party ,i am all confused.I have got six suits for 3 days ,but yet not selected..... confused,muddled,confused,muddled..........See you !!!! JOLLIIEESSS:-) P.S:- I am in office after break of 5 days,going on off from tomorrow till Wednesday...

WHAT DOES THOSE EYES SEE, COULD YOU CAPTURE, OR STILL WONDERING, ABOUT THOSE MESMERIZING RETENTIONS, WAS THAT THIS ALLEY, FRESHEN UP YOUR MIND, TO THE DOWN OF, MOMENTS WE HAD IN CATCH OF, THOSE PARALLEL TREES, IN AUTUMN BLOOMED , FRESH AND EVER SCENTED BUDDINGS, WHICH ADDED BEAUTY TO ME, HAS THE SEASON CHANGED, OR IT'S THE CRUEL TIME FOR YOU, AM I ON THE SAME ROAD, WHICH IS THAT LONG ROAD TO CROSS, IS THAT ISOLATED, OR JUST YOY DON'T WANT , TO WALK THROUGH IT, THAT OLD WOODEN BENCH, MADE FOR TWO, IS THAT BROKEN, OR IT'S BEEN OCCUPIED, CHANCES OR RENOVATION ARE MORE, NOW IT'S ONLY FOR ONE, THE BEAUTIFUL WRAPPED GIFT, EAGER TO PASS , AND LOCATE IT'S DWELLING PLACE, DOES IT KNOWS THE TRUTH, THE HOLDER IS MISSING, YOUR VOICE IS CHOCKED, WHAT DOES YOUR , HEART MAKE IT TO FEEL, ARE YOU OUT OF WORD, ELSE JOINING WORDS, IS TOUGH JOB NOW, AM I BLANK , OR THE MEMORY IS FLASHED NOW, DO MY EYES STILLR...

Through and through, All way my life, Laughing ,giggling, Crying ,worrying, Wanted to express, Am i in pink or purple, Does my life reveals, All the  beautiful dreams i had, Where did i was caught by, Or did i had a fall, That shiny world, Made others attract, Still wanted to know, Am i in pink or purple, All the good relations i have, That cheeky smile, To welcome, Every thing natural, Around and surrounded, Perfect attitude forlife, Pursing and wrinkling, Again made a thought to look for, Am i in pink or purple, Trusty and faithful, Realizing and recognizing, Acknowledging and accrediting, Knowing and loving, Enjoying and relishing, Managing and managing, Does that give any glimpse, Of being fake, I tried to make the habit of it, But somehow looked out, So want to note , Am i in pink or purple, My laugh and smile, Called as caring, Sharing the troubles through, Faded my own worrying, Took me far from, My living, Never gave a thought to my...

I still palpate with the same words, and same feelings, I laid down in the moon light, With closed eyes, I could see the trustingness between us, But was still marveling around, Does that mean we still are far enough, To make and show it, To be single Soulfulness, I was Thoughful , We have bond a tough knot, Guess it was stargazing, I never kept my feelings Underneath, And always tried to look after for yours, Could find the same, As u never spoke up, I thought it's All what i wanted to have, For the complete and perfect relation, I was  trying know you better, Your virulent nature, Was making it tough, You had vitiating thoughts, Though i was out of it, Here i knew then, You were opposite of me, I tried to compromise, But it got over to SACRIFICE, So i breath heavily, And got more involved, Could see the other face of life, Because of you, I rolled up my bed with tears, Ever now and then, I never believed it, It was long time we spend, But stil...

I asked you , To show the way of veraciousness, My eyes retrieved only, Bunch of flowers, I asked you, To be faithful, My eyes retrieved only, Gathered hapiness, I asked  you, To show me the basic nature, My eyes retrieved only,  Jovial person, I asked you, To show me your care, My eyes retrieved only, The beautiful fay, I asked you, To show your love, My eyes retrieved only, The princess of tale, I asked you, To show me your perfect colors, My eyes retrieved only, The colors of rainbow only, I asked you, To show the hardness of your heart, My eyes retrieved only, The soft petals of flowers, I asked you, To show the reality of world around, My eyes retrieved only, The beautiful dreams i ever had, I asked you, To show me opaque way, My eyes retrieved only, The fantasy world, I asked you, To show me what actually YOU ARE, My eyes retrieved only, My pure soul,my mirror.......

Lived in a town, So simple and calm, Drank flowing water, Clear and lucid, Fresh air to breathe, Soothing and refreshing, Played with birds, Joyful and independent, Bathed in lake, Reviewing and pure, Fall on brown soil, Virgin and scented, Clothed descent, Covered and extended, Talked innocent, Child like and cute, Helping hand habit, Caring and sharing, Lived loved, Handling and palming, Was i lived till i was 20 years, I had different life ahead, Lived in palace, So noisy and artificial, Drank pure water, Mixed and tasteless, Perfumed air to breathe, Hitching and choked, Played with toys, Offending and piquing, Equipped washroom to use, Conditional and insalubrious, Fall on carpet, Used and victimized, Clothed heavily and costly, Vulgarity and disquieting, Talked mature, Discussions and bad words, State-of -art living style Introvert nature and cunning, Lived fascinating, Suffocating and conking, Was i lived after my 20, In a so called crazy living.....................

I asked for it, But you ever denied, I could have carried myself, But you never gave me excess, I was sure, To make my beautiful way, You grabed me in your hand, I had that option ;to feel it right, My wings were ready to accept it, I made my mind, To throw away, That old life, Which only sucks , I wanted it that way, I wanted more care, Which haunted me , My life was dragging me , I wanted to hold it back, You were always cruel to me, I never had mind, That you planned it, You can see me crying, And oh ! You love it, I had a full faith on me, I can run away, And see my living going on, You always wanted options for life, So you did same for me, I wanted to live further, But with no force, All i want is LOVE,FREEDOM,CARE.... Either let me FLY or Let us LIVE........................

Of course she will be surprised in any case, if she doesnt expect the proposal. But this guy h as done everything right. He bought a beautiful bouquet; an expensive and beautiful engagement ring , he invited his friends with posters "Marry me" and went to meet his girlfriend at the airport.

Had a first date, Friskiness, I tried to express, I had lot to tell, Certain things throwing together, Dreams had no ends, I had the feeling , Which i cant put down, Words were not decent, I was getting feeble, Even was perspiring, I tried lot of ways, I'm not able to portrait the feelings, Didn't want to let the time go, There were things to speak, But i was numb, Seizing with teeth my nails, I wish i could tell you all, This was what i had in dreams, I wish i had you before, No doubt , This is start as well, Oh ! the ring ceremony, He pecked on my forehead, I was wondering, And in seconds, Took a word from me, To say, That's beautiful, In turn i heard something back, No the ring is not beautiful you made it so, That moment was cherished, It was 27 Feb'2008........................... .

Ooo !!! that's me again, With words fill of overlooking, I could kept watching for you, Knew you were not there, But still kept looking on. Gazing through and through, Upright there to look on sky, Ever tried to know, Just to watch you , Tried to define you in my eyes. That  velvety direction , Farseeing and lonesome way , Tears stream on , It was all downcast, Closed my eyes for a while. Flowing water with swans, It was visible but i couldn't make it, Far lights trying to glow, But i didn't wanted to give it a path, All because some thing was missing. And i accord, I wanted to suggest your name, My lips were trembling, And heart was throbbing, Just to say , Oh ! I MISS YOU.......  

I had habitat of grass, So the ambiance was like, I tried to be firm, With harsh sun rays, My body was made for it, Rough and course, All through, No buddings ,yields,flowers, But i was calm inner , Never gave a look to be like, Gave company to others as well, Though i was red in green. Too soft to be indulged, With fleshy petals, And water shining , I never wanted be apart or to be differentiated, Just because i have other color of body .........

How about these tress, i am so confused and curious to know more about them. I was indisposed ,so after two days checked some mails, while surfing through long list of mails,i checked this one and i was amazed to see these trees,tree no 3 looks like a hindu lord,oh i  blew out of the water to see such kind.The mail had no additional information about them.Now you people can make about other trees,who do they resemble or how do they look like......