Escapist-----I'm just a dreamer.

If you go back by september'2006, It was the place, Where we noticed our foot prints going on same way, Bare footed crossed the miles, Course grains of sand smashed on our clothes, The upthrust of waves, Sensation of chilled water, We were on west side, Sun was going down to his town, The look was changing in orange, My eyes were blinking, Nothing was visible with out your face, Color of water was so soothing, Was that color of your eyes as well, I still remind the skin of sky changing into black, All out of sudden, I could see stars getting brighter, So was the time, When i opened my eyes, And found my head in your lap.

Full length of life is never hidden, Magic eyes can crack that, Altitudes can never break the streamline, Hot sand had the fine flow, The corner of ocean was visible, The ears could not take such sound, The pale grass camouflaged green,  I could fly unto the horizon, Flakes of snow so white ,Oh ! The wings of birds ...so  accountable, So achieved the desired height...

That was part of surprise, Standing back of the door, With pink attire, A beeded necklace ready, Every void filled with scent, Fresh  drops trickling on rose petals The music was set, Just a moment was to come, Cozy table, With a cushion, Fingers crossed, A new hair style, Ambiencie was perfect, It took me to the most precious days, Dinner was just the reason, With candles up, The table is all set for love.... That cuddle which i want to see again, A time where we can relax... Hands crossed......

They say love knows no boundaries, but this is taking it a little too far. A Vietnamese man has been sleeping next to his wife’s corpse for the last five years. Le Van, a 55-year-old man from Quang Nam province,  Vietnam , lost his wife in 2003. Because he couldn’t go to sleep at night without hugging his beloved spouse, he slept on top of her grave for about 20 months. When he couldn’t stand the rain and wind anymore, he decided to dig a tunnel into the grave, so he could sleep with his wife. When the kids heard his crazy plan, they did everything they could to stop him, so Le Van had to think of another way he could cuddle up to his wife at night. In 2004 he unearthed her remains, wrapped them in pieces of paper and a clay mould and put a dummy mask on her face. The man has been sleeping next to his dead wife ever since .   Source:- Yahoo mail.  

That's meant to kiss, Takes you down the lane, That strong waves , Can rush away through, Print on glass ware, Can let the imbiber, Deep into the musing, The rhythm lets the dancer go, In pipe, Burned feelings, Can peep for hope, The rising of sun from west, Makes the rise grow, Those stars behind the curtain, Keeps the capabilty to come off, It has got all the colors, To make the life beautiful, The embaracing moments, Can be captured to keep hold on, The hillary and wavy air, Stopped for while, The red lip color on lips, Makes it more attractive, With the sparking  trust, And the new born relation.

Kid Rock: Livin my life in a slow hell Different girl every night at the hotel I ain't seen the sunshine In three damn days Been fuelin'up on cocaine and whiskey Wish I had a good girl to miss me Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways I put your picture away Sat down and cried today I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her I put your picture away Sat down and cried today I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her Sheryl Crow: I called you last night in the hotel Everyone knows but they won't tell But their half-hearted smiles tell me somethin' just ain't right I've been waitin' on you for a long time Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine I ain't heard from you in three damn nights I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' nex...

Here i walk, With undoubt conclusions, The valley up winding, Calm and serene, Transparent and clear views, April was the month, Gathered the wavy moments, Growing grass, That pedestrain, Easy to cross through, Palpating moments, Sitting on side.........................relaxing all those worried dayz

That happiness, With a glaze, Out through here, Completed a new set up of life, Sparks airing in the air, Defined altitude, Drop down vanished, No foot marks left, Waves had new direction, Halted on beach for a while, Black turned into yellow, Sun was with them, Shadow looked clear, High time has come, With grace in it, Mountains had no idea, Stream flow played strings, This time notion was visible, Handcuffs were unlocked, It was mellowed, Violin became so musical, Swans were on the rhythm, Scene was so enchanting, Baby cuddling surrounded the spark, House was enlightened, Created history, So a deep sleep....Ah !!!! Never before ..........

A pair, Tied together, Knots tight, Illimitable love, Unconditional understanding, Perfect bounding, Restless feelings, Grown stronger, A perfumed link, Pure freshness, Beautiful rhythm, One mirror soul, Endless ocean of intimacy, Glowing light in dark, Stretched lips for smile, No artificiality, Simply simple awesome couple....

Beyond the limits of world, There is resting place, Long and sound sleep, You are remembered everyday, When Sun sets on, Light twinkles, New flower sprouts, A fresh day says adieu, You run every time on mind, When new born baby tries to talk, Knocking of door, Shadow over  happiness, Every new story, Being time limited, That time we spend together, Moment when u said good bye, I was far , Couldn't even hear your last words, That last face expression, Palavers me , You left your body, Last talk to me, Rings down in me, At every good and bad time, Though i moved out of that trauma, I still have impressions, I join every party, Your part always remains missing, You left the place, So far... Rest in another home..... May your soul always find peace.. P.S:- To my grand parents and my dear uncle...

Had there been a living, That's what my perception says, A complete blind earth, Out of the reflections, Fawning moments, Evanescing seconds of life, Insalubrious relations, Dry lump of sand, Spine-chilling dreams, Foundered put up, Bemused mind of state, Goose bumps up, Unverbalized expressions, Fullof incertitudes...................

Some time i become numb... Believe my eyes can convert that, All the depth, Through and through, And the telepathy, Would make it easier.......

Waited long , For the day to come, Enriched  the strength, All through made those dreamz, Beauty and peach, Was all standing, Fingers crossed, Just on the peak of mountain, The rushing air , Reviewed my mind again, Those moments to come, And the moment went, As if it was just a blow, Even couldn't feel the soft flush, Left in tears.....Again. Just promised me to be back.....

That's my birthday..... This time i guess i am out of words for this day..... No special program going to site as usally...i guess evry one is buzy..no complaints....

Again the time is back, Eyes full of tears, Long and alone roads,following the soul.... Unidentified worried on wings, Heart full of depressions, Lips shattered all through, No more hopes developing, Sad part of life advancing, Thinking power falling down, Don't believe the time is back, An unending question, Clock ticking on halt, Misery in the lap, Tight bounded quarrels, Every thing in mess.......... Trash on every moment, Colors of life locked , I am frozen, Dead open eye , The time is back again.....with no answers in it...

Was it he, who made me to wake up whole night, Was it he, who made to play in rain, Was it he, who made me sing all time, Was it he, who made me to think of all persistent days, Was it he, who made me to come out of those gray days, Was it he, who taught me to draw colorful lines, Was it he, who made me strong to carry over vexations, Was it he, who made me to show the other beautiful part of life, Was it he, who made me conceptualize the word SYMPATHY still have wings, Was it he, who made me to counterbalance on certain unsung things, Was it he, who made me to smell the scent of flowers, Was it he, who made me to see the flight of birds happily, Was it he, who made me to walk with closed eyes,  Was it he, who made me to cherish every relation, Was it he, who made me to took away tears far, Was it he, who made me evidenced the true meaning of color red, Was it he, who made me to love others and apprehend love...........

Coffee Feodora Top: Coffee crinkle chiffon shirt has embellished belt on empire waist. Cowl neckline. Fully lined. Concealed back zip closure. Bottom/Trousers: Coffee banarsi jamawar cropped trousers with no embellishments. Concealed zip closure on front. Dupatta/Veil: Coffee crinkle chiffon dupatta has sequins spray all over. Finished with piping on edges. Just booked it for some party.....

The time that my journey takes is long and the way of it long. I came out on the chariot of the first gleam of light, and pursued my voyage through the wilderness of worlds leaving my track on many a star and planet. It is the most distant course that comes nearest to thyself, and that training is the most intricate which leads to the utter simplicity of a tune. The traveler has to knock at every alien door to come to his own, and one has to wander through all the outer worlds to reach the innermost shrine at the end. My eyes strayed far and wide before I shut them and said, "Here art thou!" The question and the cry, "Oh, where?" melt into tears of a thousand streams and deluge the world with the flood of the assurance, "I am!" P.S:-Gitanjali,Rabinadranath Tagore.

Escapist-----I'm just a dreamer.: Million dollar picture....

If i  would ask you people to look on this picture and extract some words for it........This is awefull picture with endless significances......                                                  Pain with a smile,                                                  Looks unearthly,                                       ...

That's all fresh, Those burden moments, Crawling on those rough roads, Sky up high,with flying dreams, Bunking collage, Whistle in the premises, Ragging big gang, Up on the peaks, Is all fresh like a morning dew, Every day with new plans building in mind, Neat and tidy uniform, Pure fragrance, That high basket ball game, Winking girls around, That's running still on my mind, Can't go far, Friends party outside the gate, Canteen rocks, With rich music , New bands every now and then, Copies torn and apart, Every new admission, Smart teacher , Register for attendance, Black board with no chalks, Stickers planted, Just a breath , All things whorl , Big gang of chums, New affairs, Infatuations for every new girl, Stylish guitar playing , New lyrics every day, Orchid stealing, Gifts to girl friends, With borrow money from friends, Make pranks, Oh ! that's all drawing my mind, Thinking high , No classes ever attended, Fail in internals,...

Oh thats again me with knee cap broken.I was on site on tuesday when i had a fall and broke my knee.Then in evening when it started paining went to hospital for a examination and did X-Ray.And then moved to consult doctor and it was obvious ...PLASTER.....So he did it and now i am home long from tuesday......Advised complete 10 days rest.Boss 10 days,no movement,no office,no friends....oh its really boring ,Anyways have to be home......Will be going again to Doctor on tuesday and hopefully he removes the plaster and i am free to kick..lolll Will be writing soon !!!! Joliieessss;-)

It was tricking down in my eyes, So tight were my hands, Lights were on their way, Happiness all together, I got him back, He had the same meanings World was changing, It was my belief , I will get him back, things turned up to me i was running through fantasy, No more color blindness , Blooming air were thrashing my face, It was no more harsh for me, I was on the pedestal, This time it is not blink, Wrapped in care, Was so muddled, Should be long living, It was so intensive, I was happy but vexed, Didn't want bubble to split, It was just a dream, To gather such momemt, Where i was called PRINCESS,  So laid down , Not to open my eyes long, I still have that feeling going, I AM HAPPY....... I GOT HIM BACK.......

Beneath the soil, Deep down, Blue colored water, Water bubbles, Pouring out, The yellow sunset, Silver lined clouds, Had that way, Mind planned, Catch hold you, Down that steady lane, Running unto, Breathe holding up, Following the fantasm, Through the mirror, Hazel eyes, On the bench of world, Narrow alleys, Looked beyond, The enshroud identity, Those dark and musky nights, Intervening the path, Still forward for you, Gazing lights of stars, Enlighten way, Following those unheard steps, Had still the hope growing, Can find the complete world, Just a look back, Was quite enough, That unnamed individuality, But the fragrance, Made my follow up, Reliance was inviolable, To endure me through and through, That wavy, spiritual world………. Conceptualized me your dignified manner…….

Why do i try to be in dark, Though i know, He is not worth, To be mine...... Why do i solace my self, When i think of him, He is been doing mistakes, All through, Drawing those limit lines...... Why do i make my self happy, When i know, My life is going through troubles, When he is in my life, Why cant i take proper decision, Why my love, Stops me to take myself, Back from him Why i am living a weird life, And he is the only , Who disturbs my life, Every day now, It's getting hard to breathe, When he is around, And i cant live proper, When he is not around, Don't want to give my hand to him Not that gutty to take them back, I am so confused, All the ways are crossed, He is winning the race, I am looking like a blind, Cant even react, If i do so, I spoil my world, He seems to be very cunning, And i am still with him, Every day i roll up, With tears and end up day, My sleep is far away waiting for me, I have not taken a good decision in my l...

Was so lost, Couldn't even see the colors around, Was so lost, Tried to find myself, Was so lost , Knew the world is freezed. Was so lost, Walked around,didn't knew the actual way, Was so lost, Difficult to look for a lone star, Was so lost, My tears fall was unnoticeable, Was so lost, Just a blink , and lost in dreams, Was so lost, Didn't think will it be long relation, Was so lost, I couldn't look better for me, Was so lost, Calm places looked crowdy, Was so lost, Heard every tale, Was so lost, Where was end ,looked hard, Was so lost, I cant even see the way ahead, Was so lost, That it seemed nothing has end, Was so lost, Never knew what was i thinking, Was so lost, Dreams trickling down , Was so lost, Lost all relations, Lost what ever i had, Who knew it would be, Fake relation.................

Did i met you before? I was crawling on the grass, Tasted that flowing water , Which passes away with mesmerizing effect, On my knees, I tried to search for you, And still guessing , Did i met you before ? Hopping on and in , The flowers scent , Sensation through my ears, Touching that petals, Smooth and shiny , Deep in mind, The only thing moving around, Did i met you before ? Speed up for, Jumping those hight mountains, And the peaks which was visible, Through those gush of clouds, Those clouds with golden lining, Tempting to have a close look, Did i met you before ? Rest over, That wooden house, Some what like a hut, The chilling cold, Freezing water, Running wind in all directions, Did i met you before ? A scene of that greenery, I could locate the wooden bridge, Going up , A way to fly high, And feel high, Did i met you before ? All of sudden , It struck , Birds playing and welcoming, And as if all colors are flying, Garbing  those way,...

Through the glazing eyes, I could see the purview, Which i felt like, Touching it, It's only when, You were around with me, The ocean turned into , Beautiful lake, The waters spilled over , Freshness through nerves, The blossoms out , Night traveled far, Stars shining all above, The dim light, Beautiful scenario, Captured our mind, Sand around into the velvet carpet, Those shivered hands, Open closeness, Bounty wind, Moving smoothly, The long road, Breezing air, Exquisite ambiances, Word insomniac, The crowd together invisible, Bobbling rays, Feels light, Unverbalized words, Warm understanding, LONG -GO word, Unidentified paths, Just a one saying make them feel, TOGETHERNESS

Last week was busy with EID ,it was great ,had fun,cooked lot of varieties and of course my favorite marinated chicken.....Hmmm guys now  busy with  marriage party ,it's on 17th,28,29 of this month.. Preparations going on,oh boss i am pretty buzy ,will be out of blogging , so am i sad i will miss you all badly for sure....And soon will be back with gunny bag full of some pictures and of course with some verses as well......Have to choose dresses for the party ,i am all confused.I have got six suits for 3 days ,but yet not selected..... confused,muddled,confused,muddled..........See you !!!! JOLLIIEESSS:-) P.S:- I am in office after break of 5 days,going on off from tomorrow till Wednesday...

WHAT DOES THOSE EYES SEE, COULD YOU CAPTURE, OR STILL WONDERING, ABOUT THOSE MESMERIZING RETENTIONS, WAS THAT THIS ALLEY, FRESHEN UP YOUR MIND, TO THE DOWN OF, MOMENTS WE HAD IN CATCH OF, THOSE PARALLEL TREES, IN AUTUMN BLOOMED , FRESH AND EVER SCENTED BUDDINGS, WHICH ADDED BEAUTY TO ME, HAS THE SEASON CHANGED, OR IT'S THE CRUEL TIME FOR YOU, AM I ON THE SAME ROAD, WHICH IS THAT LONG ROAD TO CROSS, IS THAT ISOLATED, OR JUST YOY DON'T WANT , TO WALK THROUGH IT, THAT OLD WOODEN BENCH, MADE FOR TWO, IS THAT BROKEN, OR IT'S BEEN OCCUPIED, CHANCES OR RENOVATION ARE MORE, NOW IT'S ONLY FOR ONE, THE BEAUTIFUL WRAPPED GIFT, EAGER TO PASS , AND LOCATE IT'S DWELLING PLACE, DOES IT KNOWS THE TRUTH, THE HOLDER IS MISSING, YOUR VOICE IS CHOCKED, WHAT DOES YOUR , HEART MAKE IT TO FEEL, ARE YOU OUT OF WORD, ELSE JOINING WORDS, IS TOUGH JOB NOW, AM I BLANK , OR THE MEMORY IS FLASHED NOW, DO MY EYES STILLR...

Through and through, All way my life, Laughing ,giggling, Crying ,worrying, Wanted to express, Am i in pink or purple, Does my life reveals, All the  beautiful dreams i had, Where did i was caught by, Or did i had a fall, That shiny world, Made others attract, Still wanted to know, Am i in pink or purple, All the good relations i have, That cheeky smile, To welcome, Every thing natural, Around and surrounded, Perfect attitude forlife, Pursing and wrinkling, Again made a thought to look for, Am i in pink or purple, Trusty and faithful, Realizing and recognizing, Acknowledging and accrediting, Knowing and loving, Enjoying and relishing, Managing and managing, Does that give any glimpse, Of being fake, I tried to make the habit of it, But somehow looked out, So want to note , Am i in pink or purple, My laugh and smile, Called as caring, Sharing the troubles through, Faded my own worrying, Took me far from, My living, Never gave a thought to my...

I still palpate with the same words, and same feelings, I laid down in the moon light, With closed eyes, I could see the trustingness between us, But was still marveling around, Does that mean we still are far enough, To make and show it, To be single Soulfulness, I was Thoughful , We have bond a tough knot, Guess it was stargazing, I never kept my feelings Underneath, And always tried to look after for yours, Could find the same, As u never spoke up, I thought it's All what i wanted to have, For the complete and perfect relation, I was  trying know you better, Your virulent nature, Was making it tough, You had vitiating thoughts, Though i was out of it, Here i knew then, You were opposite of me, I tried to compromise, But it got over to SACRIFICE, So i breath heavily, And got more involved, Could see the other face of life, Because of you, I rolled up my bed with tears, Ever now and then, I never believed it, It was long time we spend, But stil...

I asked you , To show the way of veraciousness, My eyes retrieved only, Bunch of flowers, I asked you, To be faithful, My eyes retrieved only, Gathered hapiness, I asked  you, To show me the basic nature, My eyes retrieved only,  Jovial person, I asked you, To show me your care, My eyes retrieved only, The beautiful fay, I asked you, To show your love, My eyes retrieved only, The princess of tale, I asked you, To show me your perfect colors, My eyes retrieved only, The colors of rainbow only, I asked you, To show the hardness of your heart, My eyes retrieved only, The soft petals of flowers, I asked you, To show the reality of world around, My eyes retrieved only, The beautiful dreams i ever had, I asked you, To show me opaque way, My eyes retrieved only, The fantasy world, I asked you, To show me what actually YOU ARE, My eyes retrieved only, My pure soul,my mirror.......

Lived in a town, So simple and calm, Drank flowing water, Clear and lucid, Fresh air to breathe, Soothing and refreshing, Played with birds, Joyful and independent, Bathed in lake, Reviewing and pure, Fall on brown soil, Virgin and scented, Clothed descent, Covered and extended, Talked innocent, Child like and cute, Helping hand habit, Caring and sharing, Lived loved, Handling and palming, Was i lived till i was 20 years, I had different life ahead, Lived in palace, So noisy and artificial, Drank pure water, Mixed and tasteless, Perfumed air to breathe, Hitching and choked, Played with toys, Offending and piquing, Equipped washroom to use, Conditional and insalubrious, Fall on carpet, Used and victimized, Clothed heavily and costly, Vulgarity and disquieting, Talked mature, Discussions and bad words, State-of -art living style Introvert nature and cunning, Lived fascinating, Suffocating and conking, Was i lived after my 20, In a so called crazy living.....................

I asked for it, But you ever denied, I could have carried myself, But you never gave me excess, I was sure, To make my beautiful way, You grabed me in your hand, I had that option ;to feel it right, My wings were ready to accept it, I made my mind, To throw away, That old life, Which only sucks , I wanted it that way, I wanted more care, Which haunted me , My life was dragging me , I wanted to hold it back, You were always cruel to me, I never had mind, That you planned it, You can see me crying, And oh ! You love it, I had a full faith on me, I can run away, And see my living going on, You always wanted options for life, So you did same for me, I wanted to live further, But with no force, All i want is LOVE,FREEDOM,CARE.... Either let me FLY or Let us LIVE........................

Of course she will be surprised in any case, if she doesnt expect the proposal. But this guy h as done everything right. He bought a beautiful bouquet; an expensive and beautiful engagement ring , he invited his friends with posters "Marry me" and went to meet his girlfriend at the airport.

Had a first date, Friskiness, I tried to express, I had lot to tell, Certain things throwing together, Dreams had no ends, I had the feeling , Which i cant put down, Words were not decent, I was getting feeble, Even was perspiring, I tried lot of ways, I'm not able to portrait the feelings, Didn't want to let the time go, There were things to speak, But i was numb, Seizing with teeth my nails, I wish i could tell you all, This was what i had in dreams, I wish i had you before, No doubt , This is start as well, Oh ! the ring ceremony, He pecked on my forehead, I was wondering, And in seconds, Took a word from me, To say, That's beautiful, In turn i heard something back, No the ring is not beautiful you made it so, That moment was cherished, It was 27 Feb'2008........................... .

Ooo !!! that's me again, With words fill of overlooking, I could kept watching for you, Knew you were not there, But still kept looking on. Gazing through and through, Upright there to look on sky, Ever tried to know, Just to watch you , Tried to define you in my eyes. That  velvety direction , Farseeing and lonesome way , Tears stream on , It was all downcast, Closed my eyes for a while. Flowing water with swans, It was visible but i couldn't make it, Far lights trying to glow, But i didn't wanted to give it a path, All because some thing was missing. And i accord, I wanted to suggest your name, My lips were trembling, And heart was throbbing, Just to say , Oh ! I MISS YOU.......  

I had habitat of grass, So the ambiance was like, I tried to be firm, With harsh sun rays, My body was made for it, Rough and course, All through, No buddings ,yields,flowers, But i was calm inner , Never gave a look to be like, Gave company to others as well, Though i was red in green. Too soft to be indulged, With fleshy petals, And water shining , I never wanted be apart or to be differentiated, Just because i have other color of body .........

How about these tress, i am so confused and curious to know more about them. I was indisposed ,so after two days checked some mails, while surfing through long list of mails,i checked this one and i was amazed to see these trees,tree no 3 looks like a hindu lord,oh i  blew out of the water to see such kind.The mail had no additional information about them.Now you people can make about other trees,who do they resemble or how do they look like......

Early in the morning rushed up for welcoming ADB team in "The Lalit Grand Palace"... It was so refreshing,cold breeze,greenery,fresh air. The only 5* hotel in Srinagar,formerly the palace residence of the Maharajas, is ringed by the majestic Himalayan ranges and overlooks the picturesque Dal Lake. Originally built in 1910, this twin storey heritage property with its sprawling lawns has been carefully restored to its former glory and is today a full facility destination. The Lalit Grand Palace Srinagar is a property of Bharat hotels The Lalit Grand Palace Srinagar, overlooks the famous dal lake. The 125 room 'heritage' property 15 kms from the airport, is located adjacent to the Governor's House and just minutes from the city's other historic attractions like Shankaracharya ...